utter disappointment is when someone whom you think will speak up for you when the need arises, fails to do so.
utter disappointment is when someone conveniently forgets the many things that you have done for her and chooses to remember only those that you failed to do for her.
utter disappointment is when she chooses to conveniently forget/ is oblivious to the fact that you, many a time, became her scapegoat and the target of ramblings when in the first place, it wasn't even your fault but you chose to keep quiet about it.
utter disappointment is when you cry in a corner when faced with shit and she is outside there enjoying the tv.
utter disappointment is when you can't even find the words to verbally describe the bitterness in you.
do you even know how it feels?
selfish?
tell me what's selfish.
do you dare say when you ignore how one would feel when you go on blabbering to others about one's weak spots, that is not an act of selfishness? that that is not an act of insensitivity?
